I am Afraid...
but what am i afraid of??
PAST… ? YOU…. ?
PRESENT…? ME…?
FUTURE..? WORLD….??
noo…. Rapes?? Taunts,,?? Complexion..??? Comments..??
I dont really know what am i Afraid of??
I stand and I see… DARKNESS !!!!
I… I feel .. HANDS….
CRYING …… Bleeding… hands..!!!
Am scared now.. .. They are pulling me into that…
I am wounded.. m screaming…. m bleeding…
Millions of hands are trying…
They are all INVOLVED !!!
I guess… am afraid of the LIGHT…
i am afraid of living in the PAST…. and being ALONE !!..
I am afraid of growing OLD!!
I am afraid of being NO FACE in that CROWD!!
I am afraid of so many things……. And,,
What I see here is.. Everyone..
EVERYONE.. shares the same….
They are all afraid of one or the other thing….
I am not Alone… I am not the ONLY one!!!
ahhhhh.. its such a RELIEF !!!
I TURN TO THOSE HANDS…. and I SMILE.. !!!!
They are all silent…. blank … i hear the PEACE.. the SILENCE!!
I pushed them back….. n I ran..
I am ahead of all… and
THE DARKNESS …… !!!